Yikes! It’s been too long since my last post!
Life gets crazy and just keeps moving along. No rest for the weary and all that.
In my moving world I’m learning how to let go and be and in the midst of all this moving around, I’ve found that sometimes things get lost, misplaced and even broken.
Years ago during a move my sweetie dropped a porcelain figurine and didn’t tell me. I looked for that thing for weeks even going through empty boxes and packing wrap just to make sure I hadn’t over looked it or left it at the old house. Poor guy finally fessed up. It had dropped right out side the door and not only had it shattered it was unrecognizable. When it fell, it turned to a fine dust and all he could bring himself to do was sweep it up with a dust broom and hope I wouldn’t notice. Silly man…gotta love him!
Just recently I realized with all my busy moving around in this journey called life, I've had some misplaced and broken items pop up and I had allowed my heart to be misplaced somewhere along the way.
I’m not sure when it happened and I don’t think it happened all at once. Slowly I began to build walls of protection but the walls became a maze and I couldn’t remember which way to go. Some of my precious dreams seemed to shatter along the way as well, just like the porcelain figurine. Bit by bit pieces of me seemed to break off and fall away and I wound up losing my hope.
Hope ~ to look forward to with desire and reasonable confidence,
to believe or to place trust.
Hope is a powerful emotion.
It is full of action and movement.
Loss of hope leads down a path of depression and despair. Which leads only to isolation and loneliness. It spirals downward and it can be extremely difficult to climb out and break free.
Hope gathers the broken shattered pieces and binds them back together. It focuses on what can be and doesn’t give up. It changes thought patterns and restores joy.
Hope broke down the maze of walls I had built and I have found my heart again. I was wrong to believe my dreams were shattered and unfixable. My life is what I make it and when I give in and trust, let go and live, He that is bigger than me, takes my mixed up crazy world and sets it right again.
~God can do anything, you know—far more than you could ever imagine or guess or request in your wildest dreams! He does it not by pushing us around but by working within us, his Spirit deeply and gently within us. ~Ephesians 3:20 (The Message)